Patience!!!!!!!

Current mood: aggravated

Man i needed some yesterday...fucking little brother just pisses me off some times...man you ask him to do one thing and because he's just a lazy ass punk he doesn't want to do it! Ok so i'm not going to get into it because well then i'd probably get irritated and stuff....my sister erica has got the biggest mouth of anybody i know...never knows when to shut it!! She's lucky she is a female or else i would knock her blocks off...and my brother he's lucky that it's just not worth beating his ass or else i would have severely beat his ass.....this is just ramblings cause they both really pissed me off yesterday...kid doesn't listen and her dumb ass just wants to but into where it doesn't concern her....spoiled...just fucking spoiled and my parents are too old to actaully be affective in disciplining them.....yeah i spelled that wrong so what!!! Anyways they shouldn't need to be disciplined because like they clearely stated yesterday they are grown...yet everything is paid for for them by the folks.....they want to sit there and say that they are young and that their parents are supposed to do everything for them....funny shit cause i never thought that way at all....i always felt like you know what if i can do it by myself them why bother you about it....i guess that's an independent attitude for you.....i hate having to depend on people....there's the loner mentallity.....it's like part of me wants to say the hell with them and ok then you want it that way then when the shit hits the fan don't come asking me for help because i'll turn my fucking back on you....the old me could do that easily.....couldn't stand any of them....maybe it's old age...all 29 years of it...lol...or it's maturity ...or something....man i'm just so tired of all this freaking pressure to be the oldest...be the one in charge of shit when things go wrong but when i try to help when things aren't that bad yet looked at as if what i say doesn't matter...You know what Fuck you Drexler!!!! Seriously hope this kid never says a word to me.....that's it i'm never speaking to either one of them again...they don't even exist!!!!!!

The BlacK Spiderman