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2011 Thoughts!!!! (Read If Bored)

Ok so 2011 didn't start out good....not even ending good. It's funny every year I go into a new year being optimistic only to have it falter at the end. So I started out the year hating my dad..constantly fighting with him...looked like him and my mom were going to divorce...but then now I guess they worked things out. I think it has to do with me and my dad fighting....oh well...so I trained hard for the pan ams only to lose my last match after I separated my rib...no bueno! Had a friend pass away from cancer....R.I.P. Turtle...He was a good guy!!! I finally let go of the ex...still care about her and always will but I'm over her...feels good. I got to visit my cousin Best and his family with my little brother Drexler...that was cool...I get along better with my sisters...All in all this year has sucked but the only good I can derive from it is that this was the first year I didn't truly feel hopeless....I had my depressed moments but I fought through them without trying anything...slight improvement from last year. We'll see if this new year is better...I've got a little crush on someone but probably won't work....it's all good...my futures bright.....I have somethings in the near future that hopefully will provide more income and get me to my goals faster. If someone's not interested in getting to know you move on because eventually you'll find the right person. Gonna do more fashion shows this year....had fun doing the baby bull campaign...met some interesting people and made some good friends! Anyways folks "To Live is to Suffer ,but to survive is to find the meaning in that suffering"   ..... just something to think about! Happy New Year 2012 baby!!!


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New Things!!!! (Read if Bored)

Ok so I have some new things I'm doing...just started a new business with Fortune High Tech Market (FHTM for short). The potential for growth is good and that's what makes me excited. Those that know me know about my past online businesses...Blog sites, dating sites...etc. I love finding ways and learning ways to make money. I guess I get that drive from my mom. In 7 years I will retire because I choose to and not because I can't work. Our economy is in a fucked up state right now. The more money you make , the more the government takes from you to pay for people who choose to be lazy! I can't stand that shit! I'm making more money now...with currency trading, investing and hopefully this business over the course of this next year takes off..but yet I have higher taxes. To me that's just not fair. I'm not gonna whine about it except for in this blog..lol. Those that want to make money I'll show you the way. Investing in mutual funds....FHTM...currency trading..etc. There's so many avenues out there but you gotta be willing to work for it! No one gives you anything in this world so you gotta go out there and get it. People that sit up there and piss off $20 -$100 a month on the lottery are just taxing themselves. If you can afford to spend $100-$200 a month on getting Fucked up then you can afford to invest. But alas people will never get it. I told some people that for $100 dollars a month they could have their own online business....most are like that's alot of money?? I guess I know how much it takes to run your own business being that my mom started her clothing shop with over head of $1,000 a month not to mention the total initial investment. But hey broke people listen to broke people, stupid people listen to stupid people, lazy..well you get it. You wanna be financially secure then listen to people who are. It's that simple. I'm not rich. But I will be financially secure in seven years! I could retire right now and be able to live comfortably taking care of myself only but that's not what I want. I want to be able to take care of myself and others so that drives me to make more money. Anyways I had to get some of that off my chest. Something upset me yesterday and I had to vent... I hate when you try and help someone....I mean you are being genuine about it and they don't understand that. Till you start succeeding then the hating starts up. I'm as real and true to what I say then you will ever find in this word. I say what I say with no regrets. I admit when I am wrong and apologize if need be. So how about them TEXANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!


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People Take things Too Seriously!!!(Read if Bored)

Ok so I'm writing this blog just to get somethings off my chest...out of my head...People take things way too seriously! And the things they should take seriously they don't....you have a choice whether you have a FAcebook, Youtube, etc. accounts....you have a choice about who you have on your friends list or what you subscribe too! That's how how Social Media works...those in marketing understand this concept and therefore find ways to drive viewers to their page to "Turn a Profit". I had posted this picture   to my Facebook page last week and man did I get alot of comments and emails. Honestly when I first saw the picture on this other guys page my first thoughts were that this shit was fake....so I posted it on my page to take a poll for my own info about who would think it was real and who would think it was fake. I got comments like "How can you be such a Horrible person and post such filth on your page? (Key word my page)....Then I got over 100 emails..and I'm not LYING....about how they had lost respect for me....I'm not the guy I Portray myself as on the Internet.....HAHAHAHAHHA..... I didn't even waist my time answering stupid questions like that til I got bored.....I like reading peoples comments on things because it gives me a better perspective on the masses thought process when it comes to things in the world. But lets not get it twisted at the end of the day I'm gonna post, write or record whatever the Fuck I want....it's who I am...I speak my mind regardless of who approves.....and except whatever consequences come with those actions. Things I learned when I was in the Millitary. Honestly I didn't think the picture was that big a deal. Working in the E.R. I've seen alot worse....shit half the stuff I've seen in my life would freak the normal person out.But you just deal.....can't alow yourself to get rattled by things. The only thing that still haunts me to this day was when I had to try and save a 6 month old by doing CPR....while the mother is grabbing me and begging me to save her sons life....but it was to late and I knew it.....that still haunts me till this day.... sucks having a good memory some times. Anyways Here's a tip for anyone that subscribes to me..expect me to post Anything...except for nudity and images of children..not my thing...if it's your thing that's cool but it's just not mine....shit half the time I post things because I know it will piss someone off! HAHAHAHHAHA.. I'm sick like that I know...well have a Great thanksgiving and Hopefully the End of the world happens...but the logical people know it won't happen.


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Liars!!!!!! (Read If Bored)

I get soo sick of people who try and lie to me. It's annoying especially when you know someone's lying. I used always call people out on their Bullshit because I just wanted them to know that I knew they were full of it! These people come in all shapes and colors..from family to friends to just random acquaintances. If something seems too good to be true then it probably is. My ex was a great liar, but I realize now that she got alot of her lying skills from the drugs. Anyone who uses has to be good at lying in order to scam and keep their addiction up. I get lied to on a daily basis from women giving me dumb excuses as to  why they can't hang out to people trying to sell me on the fact that they are some body important and can make me a star. Shit makes me laugh! Lets get this straight I'm a loner for a reason...I'm one of those people who can take care of themselves and if there's something I can't do...when forced to I can learn. I can cook, computer savy, medical skills, and versed in alot of different occupations. I'm what you call a chameleon. I can be whatever I need to be for whatever situation. There used to be a show back in the day "The Pretender"...it was this guy that could be whatever he wanted...doctor, lawyer, teacher, mechanic etc. ... his I.Q. was off the charts. Now my I.Q. isn't like his but I think I fair pretty well....."The Sky is green"...duhhhhhhhhhhh....Politicians are the biggest liars. But in all actuality people don't want and can't handle the truth. Seriously lets say I wanted to go on a date with a girl and she asked me "So what do you want to do"? If I were to reply with "I just want you to come over, have sex till I'm satisfied then I want you to leave so I can get some sleep"... well I don't think that girl would be down for that. lol For women going out with a guy..you ask them as to why they would go out with a guy they would respond....well I want him to spend his money on me so I can feel good about myself....I'm not gonna have sex with him because I'm really not interested but I'll play with him for awhile because I like the attention. People don't want to hear that shit! The Truth hurts some times....so I guess that's why we lie. I started off writting this blog because my mom pissed me off with some lies and now I don't even have a point to this rambling. All I know is that I need to start cutting some folks off..at least those that I know to be LIARS!!


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Halloween is Coming!!!(Read If Bored)

Ok so Halloween is coming. My favorite day of the year. Always has been and always will be. This year I've decided to dress up...lol...my costume honestly will get some weird looks! I showed it to Davis and he thought it was funny so hey I know it's gonna be a good one. I'm gonna make a video of me wearing my costume so that the video folks can see it. Hope I don't scare too many people. Anyways so what will you be wearing for Halloween? Why is it that women always dress up in costumes that aren't even scary? How are nurses, playboy bunnies, teachers etc. scary? I think halloween is the only year when women have an excuse to dress provocatively and not worry about what others may think of their inner freakyness! Guys we tend to actually indulge in the spirit by dressing up as gross as possible. I've seen some of the craziest costumes...Tumors that look like heads bulging out of a persons neck....the craziest costume I've ever seen was a guy dressed up as Optimus prime...he made it himself...and he could transform! He could barely move and  needed help to get it on and off but hey it was a badass costume. As we get closer to december and the end of the year I love it..another horrible year coming to an end..sorry but it has been! But I'm gonna savor my Halloween day because that is when I get to chill and watch slasher movies...horror movies etc..... YEAH BUDDY!!! Anyways watch this video of a two year old who gets run over by a truck..twice...and people just walk by her like nothing...that shit is CRAZY TO ME!! I mean we are talking about a two year old..not like some rodent on the street...and where the fuck was the mom or father??? Anyways before I get started and get myself even more pissed...watch it! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1HiFnUteCrE&feature=player_embedded


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Bored!!! (Read if Bored)

Ok so I'm bored so thought I'd write...have written in awhile so bear with me...what's been going on..well not much..fighting as usual with my dad. He's the most  Narcissistic ass ho in the world!! He thinks he's always right...hmmm...wonder where I get it from huh..lol... I have a hearing coming up soon on my sleep apnea issue... trying to show that it originated during active duty due to antidepressant meds I was on...zoloft, buspar, trazadone...yeah I'm fucked up...or normal depending on how you wanna look at it. Ithink people who can understand their depression, personality disorders, manic states..anxiety etc. are the ones who are normal! People who are always happy...sunshine and lolly pops...those are the ones with the real problems. They can't grasp reality so they make up a world where everything is HONKY dorry...watch out for people like this..they are the ones that would snap put in a stressful situation. I was talking with some friends the other day about how I wish I was never born and some times I think maybe I'm not explaining it right...it's like this...had I been given a choice to have been born or not shit I would've have chosen to never existed. I can't deal with knowing that one day my mom....brother, sisters, friends will die...Fuck that I don't want to go through that pain. And when I have a child...to have something happen to him or her...Hell NO!! I think I would go postal!! I couldn't recover from it! But as it is I exist....I exist to live everyday in a routine manner... my life is boring...the only hours that I can say that I'm not thinking about death is when I'm training....guess when you are doing a physical activity your mind is too exhausted to dwell on the negatives. I'm like a slug making his way around the world.....BLAH is the word that can best describe my existance! Anyways folks lets continue to watch as the economy plumets, races hate one another, our environment is destroyed...people manipulate and lie in order to profit...GREED, SLOTH, WRATH, PRIDE, ENVY,LUST and GLUTTONY.....Live it..Love it...Do it..WHo Cares anyways Right?


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Cupid!!!!!!

My Dad!!! (Read if Bored)

First off go fuck yourself! Now that I've set the tone I like to start out by saying  that my dad is a piece of shit! Seriously he's a sociopath ~ a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience. The guy has no remorse or shame for everything he's done to my mom. He's racked up countless

debt in pursuit of the opposite sexes. I look at him and it depresses me to think that this man that I used to have such respect for...could be so cold! The things that he says about my mom...I mean I always try and listen to both sides when it comes to conflict because you never know who's telling the truth and who's trying to manipulate you. After this it's all clear to me that I can't trust this guy! I have to bury all my emotions for this guy...can't care about him as if he's my father. Now he's just some person who is trying to destroy my mom. And I can't let that happen. When I tell some of my friends about the detailed version of what he's done and is doing I feel as though maybe I'm being overly dramatic but in all seriousness what kind of person after he is found to be having an affair says "So what...I can marry as many woman as I want"... what got me was women my told me he had sat her down and told her if he wanted him to stop seeing his mistress that she would have to agree to be sending home $2-3 thousand a month to his brothers and sisters in Nigeria. Are you kidding me? My mom who I help run two of our businesses works 6 days a week....amongst countless other things while he really does Nothing but workout, eat, shit and sleep. The audacity of this guy. (Notice how I use this guy...showing how I'm distancing myself from him emotionally...lol) I become more upset when I'm at work and I have to see my mom still caring about him..."He's still your father".... Is he really? I don't ever want to be like him....I don't....I'll never allow that!!! I gotta stay strong for my mom... can't be a pussy about this... I really want to beat his ass...but I'm not...how would that look me beating up a senior citizen lol... He's not even worth it! Funny thing if you ask him he feels like we are all wrong and he's right...he feels that he should be able to do what he wants...not work..get paid and that's that! Hence he's now known to me as the sociopath. Ok I feel somewhat better now....in the past I would've went off worse on him...putting his myspace ID and his mistress's ID.... not gonna do that...Fuck em!!

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Red light Cameras are Bull Sh@T!!

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3D is Bullshit!!! (Read if Bored)

Alright so we all go to the movies and it seems like every movie that comes out now is made in 3D. This to me me is the biggest RIP off the movie industry has ever come up with!! Here's my personal opinion on why...these ass ho's waste our time with these glasses that for one irritate my eyes every time I'm forced to wear them. I hate paying an extra $4.50 every time I go to the movies and for some reason they make the 3D version come on at the earliest times pretty much forcing me too watch this crap because I'm to impatient to wait for the regular one. Now you probably think $4.50 is nothing but think of it like this...let's say the average person sees 2 movies a month...add a date to that that's $18 a month....now if you multiply that for a year...$216...let's say you repeat this for 20 years...$4,320...that shit adds up...AHHAHAHAHA.... Just imagine if you saw 4 movies a month..with a date etc.... see what I'm saying that's money that you could reinvest in something... besides the financial reasons... 3D movies are stupid because how much of the movie itself is actually 3D?? I mean  I watched Pirates of the Caribbean in 3D and Honestly I had my glasses off 75% of the time except for certain scenes that obviously were in 3D...but the 3D was CRAP!! Seriously I could've saved my money and the annoying Fucking glasses I had to wear and watched it regularly!! What pisses me off the most is that at the end of all the 3D movies they want you to put the glasses in the recycle bin so that they can be reused to help "Save the Environment"...you know what I do...I toss those stupid glasses in the trash..EVERY time!!! You want me to pay for it..that's fine but I'm not helping them save money!! That's why people down load movies and stuff...because of Bullshit like this...Fuck 3D glasses!!! And I know I can't be the only person who sees how ridiculous they are??!!! And just for the hell of it a like destroying the glasses too...I know it doesn't make a difference.....it's just the principal of it!! Fuck you movie Industry!!!!

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My Weekend!!!! (Read if Bored)

Ok so I just had a great shoot this past saturday in Surfside, TX!! It was alot of fun got to shoot with some really cool photographers. Lets see just to name some Chris Ford, Robin and Marc Binder, Mark Bradley, Eric Wilson, Robert Gouner man I could go on! If you are an aspiring model, actor, actress whatever in the entertainment industry  or just needing great photography look these people up! Lets see the models I got to work with were cool....Annicia, Haley, Shelby etc.  Great working with you girls....and hopefully future collaborations. I would write more but about to go meet homie for lunch at Tokoyo One...Yeah! Today's my dad's birthday...63...wow....crazy how time flies...anyways folks I've got some good things coming up in the next couple of months...new projects etc. and my mind is churning for things to blog and record so here we go!

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Tuesday Rant!!!!!!! (Read If Bored)

Ok so it's tuesday and I have a little time to kill so thought I'd blog... First off I like to say if you are reading this then you need to get your head examined...now that I've said that... why the hell is it that you can't rust anyone? People are straight liars...i'm getting to the point where I just don't want to bother talking to anyone because I already know that they will lie...example..my stupid dad... lied right to my face... gave me his word on something a few months back...turns out he was full of SHIT!! He's lucky he's a 62 year old male or who knows I'd probably smash his face! lol... Not really...the older I get the less I even care to fight... I can Hurt anyone and do it all legally with a computer... the masses.. the internet is a powerful thing... believe this the best way to get even with someone is to BLAst them on the net... and here's how you make sure it's effective... be prepared for back lash... I don't care what the fuck is said about me so blasting me...well whatever...if someone reads something about me and believes it or doesn't like me because of that..Fuck em! Majority of people are paranoid about their business being out there... I can say I don't give a flying fuck...My dad's a tool! He'll get his one day.. I'll piss on his grave... Fuck him... next... well I don't understand this shit.. people with bad breathe... brush your Fucking teeth and your tongue.. gargle with something... I mean really do you not smell that shit?!! I don't get it... but WOW having to talk to some one and their breathe is kicking is HORRIBLE!! And how do you politely say... SHUT YOUR MOUTH!!! You can't...When I was younger I would've.... sucks getting older... Next... I was watching Food Revolution on AbC... funny ass show... This guy was trying to help this fast food owner produce healthier meals... that's gonna happen...Oh and I'm sick of people trying to eat healthier yet they don't exercise and take all of these Antibiotics and retarded meds that pharmacists push out to get you addicted and to turn profits... Guess what...your still gonna die!! Strokes, obesity.. heart attacks... America is the land of the lazy....everyone wants to take short cuts and have everything given to them...hence the reasons why it is the unhealthiest country!! Will this change...HELL NO!!!! So don't try.....lol... Next... Fuck Bullies and people who allow themselves to be bullied.... Look killing yourself because people pick on you...come on.. this is something that has been going on since Humans were produced..it will never change... Now that it's not getting that much attention I don't see all the stupid bullying ads and commercials anymore...Oh yeah that's what I meant...that's what pissing me off.. the Fads!!! You see it all the time... I guess the new fad are the Tornado's killing people....now everyones scared to travel because of a few tornados.... Grow the Fuck up....this is just Natures way of reducing the poppulation...sorry I'm an asshole..... just saying... you see a tornado...well your stupid for being around and if you get sucked into one tell yourself there's "No Place like Home"...maybe you are a descendant of Thor....lol... Another thing I have a lot for anyone who can achieve  anything in this Fucked Up World...but I have to say...I didn't give a Fuck when the Oprah Winfrey show went off... But I will give a shit when One Life To live Goes off! HAHAAHHAAHA.....  Wow you're still reading this shit huh? Next.... Dave Chappelle needs to come back... I need a show that makes me laugh... Fuck Charlie Sheen... I can't stand when celebs get a big head... I pay your check by watching your bitch ass show....and that's how you repay me?? Really.... Next... People that talk shit aren't tough.... the toughest people are the people that don't brag about how many people they've beaten up or fought.. who cares... you want a fucking medal?? Look guys that fight in the cage...it's a business... you gotta sell the fight so trash talking is a must! For some reason the public wants to hear that two people who are set to fight in a cage  don't like each other... sells tickets... pays the fighters.... but stop mistaking cage fighting for a real fight...it's a sport... a tougher sport but it's still a competition.. A real fight would involve me Murdering.... Make that shit legal and Hey I'm down! The smallest guy can win that... there's no rules... weight cut... shit I don't care how tough you are... if we were to fight and we both knew we could inflict the most damage to the other person without fear of prison... well then that's how you can tell who's a tough guy...and i'll put it like this I'm not scared to die... never have been and never will be.... so I don't give a fuck how much trash you talk because I know what I would do to you if I really had to! That's why I don't trash talk people.... and I'm such a Nice guy...lol... Next.... Fuck vegeans.... I can't stand people that tell me they don't eat meat because of the poor animals... that's stupid because ultimately this earth will be consumed in flames once it's engulfed in the sun so shut the fuck...if the animal could eat you to survive best believe a cow would eat a human....lol... YUM!! I just get annoyed because they feel as if they are doing something Noble...Shut up...choose to not eat meat because you just don't like the taste or something but you're not a good person.. there is no such thing as a good person... everyone has demons...everyone is fake...liars...etc.... selfish.....I can't stand High and Mighty Mother fuckers who think their shit don't stick..Fuck them!!! What else.... I hate not being able to sleep because every night I'm constantly worrying about when my mom or some one close to me will die... I can't deal with that shit!!! It's a Fucking weakness and I hate it with a passion.... anyone who's ever lost a family member and are still alive... YOU are a Tough individual!!!  My psyche would be destroyed... I can't deal with that! Wow that felt really good.. it's called an emotional rant... man I need to do this more often... clears the head... now I feel better! AHAHAHHAHAHHAH  And for those who have emailed me telling me it's not monday.. Fuck You too! HAHAHAHAHAAHA

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Fast Five Movie Review!(Read if Bored)

Ok so on a scale of 1-10 10 being a perfect movie I gotta give this movie an 8.1. I loved the action and the mix of characters. Ludacris and Tyrese are funny as hell in this movie. But the one thing that was fake was when Vin Diesel and the Rock went toe to toe and Vin Diesel got the better of him. First off their not the same height!The Rock's about 6' 4" and Vin is about 5' 10"...but yet they were head to head...But hey that's movie magic!! Second the Rock was a specially trained ops fighter...you tell me he couldn't whoop up on a street punk? Come on!!! The asian guy getting the hot girl was cool..she was on point.... there wasn't enough driving and showing off of badass cars from past fast and furious movies but overall I liked the concept of this movie. Anyways go see this movie it's worth it!

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Thoughts on Osama's Death!!!! (Read if Bored)

Ok so Osama Bin Laden is dead and the world morns....I mean celebrates....ooops must be the lack of sleep thats got me fucked up. To tell the truth I think he was already dead....I don't trust our government...Period! DNA results confirm what?? Let's see the body...I want to see pics of his shot up corps then I'll believe that they just now killed this man. With as much money as has been spent going after him and it's taken all this time...Really? Sorry I'm just not easily duped. Anyways Stocks are set to open higher and Oil prices fall last I saw around 2%....dollar strengthens and I make some money....not bad. But there's still all the budget cuts, tax increases, politicians lining their pockets with your money...those that are responsible for killing this guy (Madd propps)but at the end of the day he was a man...nothing special we just made him into something bigger. Who's next that we have to kill? There's always another Bin Laden....another Saddem....it never stops....I watched the new this morning and they were showing scenes where college kids were getting drunk and cheering...I thought it was funny how people always give themselves a reason to get wasted and rowdy...I bet one out of every 10 people last night drove on the road after getting tore down...probably killed someone or themselves too! A friend of mines daughter was hit by a drunk driver last 2 weeks ago and she had to take her off life support on friday....but hey Bin Ladens dead lets focus our attention on that and not about all the government spending that has gone on...teachers being laid off...police officers....veterans and active duty memebers pays being decreased...who should bare the blunt of the responsibility...the rich....the more money you make the more you should pay because you don't feel it as much?? Yeah that's truly fair...but hey Bin Ladens dead....smoke and mirrors folks...that's what it is...Wake the fuck up! Not saying it's not a good thing...just saying to think about it! Anyways something to think about people....lets party!!!

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End of an Era!!!!! (Read if Bored)

Ok so as of next year One Life to Live will be done.... Yes it is an end of an Era! Alright so those that know me know that I watch this show.. but you probably don't understand why I do... First off I think soaps are cheesy....they are.. but I've been watching this show since I was 6. It was because growing up we were really poor...I mean really poor!! But on this day I really wanted to go play outside with my friends but my mom didn't let me because I had gotten suspended from school do to fighting... something that I did alot back when I was young... so she made me sit right next to her as she watched this show called One life to live. I remember thinking this is Fucking Hell... I hated her for that....waste of my time...well for the next 3 days she made me stay in and I had to watch everything she watched.... after the third day I was  hooked.... Had to know what was gonna happen next... well good thing for me was that it was close to summer so everyday around one me and my mom would watch the show together...probably the only time growing up me and my mom actually bonded...weird huh? Most of the time I took beatings and hated her etc.  But when this show was on it was as if we were close. So when I heard that the show was gonna be off starting in January after 40 something years well I can't help but get some what sad....I mean I'm not gonna cry or anything but there's few moments growing up that were that pleasant for me and when I watch the show I remember my mom sitting on our old torn up couch and me sitting in front of her watching these actors living out some drama filled existance....kind of sad to me because I realize that everything in my life has changed or is changing... to friends that aren't really friends anymore... to people dying... MJ's Death... the end of an Era.... It sucks that things can never stay the same.... I watched an episode of the Wonder Years the other day and I could still remember how I felt when Kevin's dad died and him and Winnie didn't end up together....sad...no more Nintendo, Sega, Cassette players... Jordan dunking over the Knicks... Tyson destroying people in the ring......My innocence is gone and I'll never get it back because now I really know how the world works.... the psycho's out there...ruthless people and fakes everyone out to do anything to get what they want.....I don't ever want my child to be like that.... Hopefully I can give my child some good memories... you things that when I'm a scent in the ground they can look back and smile....wasn't just a stupid soap to me but a time when I believed anything was possible!

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Moment for Life

Vlog: Photoshoot with CC Brooks

Thoughts!!!! (Read If Bored)

Haven't written a blog in awhile so thought I'd write something... so there's two weeks before the Pan ams... I have 2 weeks of hard training.. this is probably by far the first year that I feel as though I could win my division...alot of people who don't compete don't realize how hard it is to even win a match! Let alone winning your division. You have another guy who you don't know from squat who's been training his ass off to beat you down... as hard as you're training if not harder...taking supplements... and for those that take steriods...and shit like that good luck cause I'm still gonna beat you! I don't take any of that shit.. just a protein shake in the morning or else I couldn't function through Johannes's workouts...HAHAHAAH... anyways I'm ready!! Alot's been going on... work is draining... I feel like I'm responsible for the business's but without the pay lol.... anything goes wrong I'm the one that gets called to figure out how to fix it..draining...I hate work... I need a job to pay some one to do my work for me....lol... Ok so I decided Fuck acting... I quit the classes... paid half up front but don't really care because it's not for me... I fid that I'm in a rut...same bullshit as people same bullshit as problems.. I don't feel anything...just going through the motions.... I over think everything so probably the reason why I'm single... I get told that I think I know everything..."I'm always Right"... Fuck I hate that... you know It's usually people who don't know my past or my interactions with friends and family... growing up I was the guy that was lazy...unreliable... didn't give a shit about helping anyone and those opinions I did have the only people I would talk about it with would be Christian or Saad... since the millitary I've become the one that people confide it... come to when they have problems... why I don't know since I'm the MOST Fucked up person but I guess maybe I look like I am the  type that won't judge?? I don't know... but if I hear someone tell me I seem like a know it all one more time I'm gonna scream....HAHAHAHHAAH.... I need to do a video blog... Gonna get a new camera soon... doing research on a good brand. Where do one legged gilrs work at?   IHOP.....HAHAHAHhA... I need some drugs... maybe that'll make my life more interesting... the more fucked up i am the less I will give a Fuck... Anyways mad propps to Charlie Sheen... He's Fucked up... Live your life till you die!!!!

The Black Spiderman

Houston Open Match 2011

How I feel!!!!

MLK Day!!!! (Read If at Work lol)

Ok so today is a holiday even though I'm at work! Martin Luther King, Jr. (January 15, 1929 – April 4, 1968) was a prominent leader in the African American civil rights movement.^[1] He is best known for being an iconic figure in the advancement of civil rights in the United States and around the world, using nonviolent methods following the teachings of Mahatma Gandhi.^[2] King is often presented as a heroic leader in the history of modern American liberalism. He was assassinated April 4, 1968 in Memphis Tennessee. It's been almost 43 Years since he left the world yet his dream lives on. Honestly there is still racism and prejudice in our world today with no end in sight for any of this. I couldn't tell you the countless looks I get every time I go out....maybe it's in my head but odds on it's not! We are all different and I don't understand nor will I ever understand why there has to be such hate because of that? Now a days most of the hate is against Muslims  people because of what happened on 9/11. It never stops... Truth be told I think the only way we would all ever get along would be if aliens like in the movie "Independence day" came to take over. Then we would all be forced to Save the HUMAN race. We all have so many derrogatory words for one another ... nigger, spic, chink, fag, cunt, towel head, whitebread... and so on. Man where do all these words come from anyways? So many hateful words for mammals...we all bleed the same color, are made up of the same organs, it will never end... but I can only dream....I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal." ~ Martin Luther King Jr.

The Black Spiderman

New Year's Day Tournament!!

Just The Way You Are