The Black Spiderman Blogs: February 2016

Monday, February 29, 2016

Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Searching for the Meaning of Life!

Some days I just wanna give up. It’s hard staying motivated, believing that I will accomplish what I see in my head. I’m a negative person by nature so it takes everything in me to be positive. I see so many people who are full of shit everyday. Everybody always wants to blame someone else for why they can’t accomplish something. Why can’t people stop with the hate and criticism of others? I know it’s not reality for this world to be like that. There I go with the negativity or is it Reality? You know when I start prepping for a show I get an influx of “Can you tell me what I need to eat?” Like there is some magical food out there lol. I don’t write recipes…I’m not Betty Crocker. These are the thoughts that go through my head. Negative right? I guess I always think to myself cut out all the pizza, cakes, junk food, soda, etc. Eat more meals but smaller portions and workout. You will lose fat. It’s not complex but people want easy things to do..pills, or just for you to listen to How many fad diets they’ve tried and didn’t stick to because they really didn’t want to tone up. Honestly what’s the point of this rant? Nothing…just clearing my head. It always makes me wonder when someone talks to me in person and tells me they like my posts etc. But yet they never Like my posts. Get it? Usually it’s because they don’t want me or others to know they like my shit. Again that’s how my brain works. Anyways I’m drinking coffee because I’m waiting on next meal. Rant with NO purpose over..lol