Top 35 Bachelors of Fitness list

4 weeks out from North Americas where I will go for my procard again! No more GAINS time to shred up!! On another note I just found out I was placed on the Top 35 Bachelors of Fitness list! Thanks Spot Me Girl!! Check it outhttp://spotmegirl.com/35-eligible-bachelors-fitness/ #theblackspiderman#spotmegirl

Not Quiting!!

Ok so this morning I had to get my oil changed and state inspection done. On the way to the dealership I started to think. It's been 2 years now since my aunt passed away of cancer. I started to tear up...ball even. Some times I wonder if it's all worth it. Day in day out I have to motivate myself to keep going. So many obstacles...fake friends...doors being shut. I think why do I keep living? My aunt was always proud of me...didn't really get why? I haven't done anything..I'm not happy...don't get me wrong I have moments but then life gets in the way and brings me back down. It's amazing to me how people just judge you, hate you, and the worst are the ones that you think are your friends? Why?? I'm not a quitter! When I set my mind to doing something I do it. I'm not a pretty boy, I don't have the greatest physique in the world, I'm not the most outspoken...I'm not even the most confident person...but I guarantee you can't OUTWORK me!! I told my aunt and anyone who listens that I would succeed in this world....because of that I won't let anything or anyone stop me!!! If you support me THANKYOU...if you don't I don't really CARE because you're only given One Life to Live....and I'm living THIS ONE to THE FULLEST!!!!! #theblackspiderman #strongerthan 

Team Universe

Well this weekend didn't go how I wanted but it was a great learning experience. This sport is extremely difficult...stressful even but hey I'm a competitor. If it was easy everyone could do it. Learned alot of new things as far prep and posing which will only help me. Pittsburgh next month. Thanks to my sponsor Rsp Nutrition for keeping me stocked in supps. Some of the BEST products out there!! Thanks to my teammates Team Blackout Fitness Modelz for keeping me motivating and pushing me. It's hard to explain this sport to people that don't do it..how hard, stressful, difficult it is to place or even win at a show. There are things I just can't do when I'm getting ready for a show...be around certain foods, miss training days etc., If you can't get that then you're not a real friend..just a party friend..so I'll text when I wanna party! Anyways if you get it and you don't take it personal then you're on my level. What ever you want in Life you have to give it your ALL, because you don't want to look back with regrets...No regrets here because I'm not a QUITTER...MENTALLY TOUGH..You CAN'T BREAK ME...LETS GO!!!!