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I need a Chance!!!
Ok so relationships are work. Anyone who ever says it's not is not in a real relationship and most likely it won't last. I stand here though 31 days from when I made love to the woman who I will one day marry waiting for her to give me another chance. We've known each other for over 4 1/2 years now and I finally understand what she wants from me and needs. Is it too late? I hope not because I can't live in this world without her. I finally found someone who truly loves me and shows it. It sucks that for the longest time I kept my wall up....yes i did. Women never understand but it's alot harder for men to open up especially after being hurt bad. It's no excuse because when go through heart ache to but it's just how it is. I finally though understand what I need to do to make her happy...She has to be my Partner. Meaning she has to be involved and included in everything I do. I didn't really grasp this concept till recently. I mean I've always known that I loved her and I felt like she would be in my life in some sort of way but I've never thought I would have this deep of a feeling to even contemplate marriage. It's pretty unusual for me so I know it's got to be real. At this moment she is really mad and hurt by me...apologizing just won't cut it...but I need a chance. I just want to show her how different I am now. For as long as can tel I've had my goals of what I wanted in the next 2 years...now I want to make Our goals. I want so bad to please her and to make sure that she has a great life. I've finally figured out that for me to be truly happy I have to make her HAPPY. Interesting concept huh? It's funny the things you learn in life...God I miss her...please just give me one more chance! She won't read this but I had to put my thoughts out there just so I can be clear headed when I try to win her back. I know it's going to be extremely hard but if you want someone bad enough you have to FIGHT for them. She taught me that...well wish me luck. Hopefully we can work things out because I can't picture my life without her.
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