First off go fuck yourself! Now that I've set the tone I like to start out by saying that my dad is a piece of shit! Seriously he's a sociopath ~ a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience. The guy has no remorse or shame for everything he's done to my mom. He's racked up countless
debt in pursuit of the opposite sexes. I look at him and it depresses me to think that this man that I used to have such respect for...could be so cold! The things that he says about my mom...I mean I always try and listen to both sides when it comes to conflict because you never know who's telling the truth and who's trying to manipulate you. After this it's all clear to me that I can't trust this guy! I have to bury all my emotions for this guy...can't care about him as if he's my father. Now he's just some person who is trying to destroy my mom. And I can't let that happen. When I tell some of my friends about the detailed version of what he's done and is doing I feel as though maybe I'm being overly dramatic but in all seriousness what kind of person after he is found to be having an affair says "So what...I can marry as many woman as I want"... what got me was women my told me he had sat her down and told her if he wanted him to stop seeing his mistress that she would have to agree to be sending home $2-3 thousand a month to his brothers and sisters in Nigeria. Are you kidding me? My mom who I help run two of our businesses works 6 days a week....amongst countless other things while he really does Nothing but workout, eat, shit and sleep. The audacity of this guy. (Notice how I use this guy...showing how I'm distancing myself from him emotionally...lol) I become more upset when I'm at work and I have to see my mom still caring about him..."He's still your father".... Is he really? I don't ever want to be like him....I don't....I'll never allow that!!! I gotta stay strong for my mom... can't be a pussy about this... I really want to beat his ass...but I'm not...how would that look me beating up a senior citizen lol... He's not even worth it! Funny thing if you ask him he feels like we are all wrong and he's right...he feels that he should be able to do what he wants...not work..get paid and that's that! Hence he's now known to me as the sociopath. Ok I feel somewhat better now....in the past I would've went off worse on him...putting his myspace ID and his mistress's ID.... not gonna do that...Fuck em!! The Black Spiderman
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